on a personal note

The holidays are supposed to be about cheer, bringing people together, seeing those we haven't seen in a while... sadly so much of the holidays is not cheer, but argument, fighting, hurt feelings, and exclusion. For me, holidays end up being those negative feelings. This year I started to see an upside to the holidays because I've been getting a lot of support from friends and family about my art. Sadly, it can all be destroyed when the one(s) you love and want to be with don't want to be with you in the same manner.

Sorry for the rainy downpour its just whats on my mind this night.