happy

Battling with the downs in life I've realized I'm very content. People don't understand my issues with a normal job. They tell me work is work and its not supposed to be fun or be easy but for me its near impossible. I shut down. When I had to stop working I wasn't sure I'd be able to even make a penny to help myself.

This last few months have really taught me to get back to what I'm good at and what I love. I'm back to babysitting special needs children and doing my art. I don't make much, in fact I'm living paycheck to paycheck (so to say since I don't actually get a paycheck). But I am happy, waking up in the morning isn't something I dread (unless its unusually early) and I even look forward to my day.

Yes work isn't usually fun, but I think when your doing what your good at and what you love everything else falls into place.